Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara
Kimi ga shiawase dakara
Kono jikan ga tsuzuku you ni
“Sei-chan!”
“What’s wrong, Rakuto-kun?”
“I’m going out with Nei-chan!”
“Nei-chan?”
“Akazawa Neiro, 8-9! I’m
reallyyyyy happy, Sei!”
“I can see that”
“You’re very cold, Sei-chaan~
your friend is very happy right now haha!”
Seika only can smile. But.... My chest is hurt. What the hell kind of
feeling i’m feeling right now?! Envy? Haha. Please Sei, know your place. You’re
only his email friend. But.. I can see he really happy right now... Well, I hope
you will always like this, kuto-kun.
“Alright. I-I don’t care about
it!” crap! What i’m thinking. Why i’m
saying things like that? Stupid Seika!
“Well, you must. Because you’re
my best friend!” Oh? Since when his smile
is so charming like this? He-hey! What i’m thinking?
“U-uh okay, longlast!”
“That’s my bestie!”
~~~~~~~~~~
Zutto zutto zutto inotte iru yo
Kaze ni futaretemo
Boku ga sono hana wo mamoru
“Sei, will you go home?”
“Stupid question, Rakuto-kun. OF
COURSE I will go home. Do you expect me to stay at school all night?”
“Ehehehe, just joking, Sei-chan!
Oh, so I will go home with you today! Nei-chan is having her club activities
now, so we can’t go home together”
Seika freezed. You just make me... ARGH! I don’t know this
kind of feeling... but... Can you stop to make me fall for you again, and just
think that i just have another chance?
“Hello?! Is Seika here??”
“Ah, Sorry. You don’t wait for
her, Rakuto-kun?”
“No. She said she can go home by
herself”
“O-okay, maybe I should go home
with you... I miss this kind of moment, because for 2 days I must go home by
myself—I mean, I DON’T miss you!”
“AHAHAHA YOU MISS ME!”
“NO I DON’T!”
“Okay, Okay....” Rakuto patted
Seika’s head.
“Let’s go! Chase me!” Rakuto run.
Seika? She still stay at there
with a red face. STUPID RAKUTO!
Can I just... keep this feeling forever?
I love you.
~~~~~~~~~~
Ai to wa henji wo
Motomenai koe sa
Ippouteki ni okuru mono
Taiyou no shitta waratte
Utae! Odore! Jiyuu ni!
“Why it’s raininggg?! Well, we
must stay in this market until the rain stop. Sei, you don’t feel cool, do
you?”
“No I don’t”
Silent moment.
“I like you, Rakuto. No, I love
you.”Seika whispered to Rakuto. But Rakuto doesn’t hear it because the sound of
the rain. Seika smiled a bitter smile. This
is how it feel. One-sided love. If Rakuto happy, It’s alright.
A few minutes later....
“Hee! Sei-chan! Look! The sun is
there! The rain is stop! Let’s go home! I’m very tired! If I’m sick, you will
sad, right?”
“You won’t sick. I mean, Stupid
person never sick”
“Oh... Okay”
“.....”
“....”
“SO, YOU SAID THAT I’M A STUPID
PERSON?!”
“Ups!” I run.
They’re laughing under the
shining sun. They’re friends. They’re only friends.
~~~~~~~~~~
Kimi no koto ga suki dakara
Boku wa itsumo koko ni iru yo
Hitogomi ni magirete
Kizukanakute mo ii
“Sei! Look at there! Rakuto and
Neiro is very cute couple, right?”said Nira, Seika’s friend.
“Hn. Yes. They’re cute”
“Jezz, Seika, you even don’t look
at them! Stop read that book!”
“Hn.”
“Whatever. Oh, Seika! In here is
cold.... let’s move inside!”
“No. I want to... stay in this
place”
“Huh! Don’t be a stubborn, Seika!
Oke. I leave!”
I’m sorry Nir. But only in here i can see Rakuto although he doesn’t
notice me.
I love him. I love—
What the hell i’m thinking? Rakuto is happy enough with Neiro.
~~~~~~~~~~
Kimi no koto ga suki dakara
Kimi no aeta sono koto dake de
Atatakai kimochi de
Ippai ni naru
“Good morning, Sei-chaann!”
Rakuto tap Seika’s back.
“Don’t touch me!”
“There is something wrong with
you... What’s wrong?”
“A-ahaha It’s alright, I just
lacking of sleep, i guess”
“Nah! Don’t stay awake at late
night! You have to sleep!”
“Okay, thanks”
If i get near you, my heart is pounding so damn fast. Am I sick?
~~~~~~~~~~
Kimi ga nayanderu toki wa
Tada damatte kiki nagara
“Sei-chan, I want to tell you a
story...”
“Well, tell me”
“It’s about Nei-chan...”
I only can hear his story and support him.
~~~~~~~~~~
Time to go home. It’s raining.
Seika is relieved that she bring her umbrella.
“Nei-chan! Be patient! I will
take the umbrella, so we can go home!”
And Seika know, her stupid friend
never bring umbrella to school.
“Shit! Why i don’t bring my
umbrella?”
“You never bring it, Stupid
Rakuto”
“Sei-chan? Oh please, don’t tease
me like that. It’s an urgent. I and Nei-chan want to go home but it’s raining
and—“
“Shut up and take my umbrella”
“What?”
“Well, I lend my umbrella to you.
Back it tommorow, okay”
“But... How about you?”
“I bring 2 umbrella. Then take
this and go.” Seika give her umbrella to him.
“Thanks Sei! I will back it
tommorow!”
“Don’t forget, okay?”
Then they go. Leave Seika alone.
Well, I hope I don’t have a flu tommorow.
Seika run in the rain without
using any umbrella.
~~~~~~~~~~
“Sei... Nei-chan is angry to me”
Seika can see Rakuto is going to cry.
“What’s happen?”
“I don’t know... Sei, what can i do without her?”
“You can cry”
“What? So meanieeee”
“I mean, you can cry right now. You don’t have to be shy, Stupid”
Rakuto hug Seika. Seika blushing.
“WHAT THE HELL YOU’RE THINKING IDIOT?!”
“U-uh, hug you and then cry?”
“Y-you can cry without hug me, right?”
“But i’m afraid someone will see me crying”
“idiot. We’re alone in here, so no one will see you”
“Pfft—your face is red, Sei”
“N-No it isn’t!”
“Do you like to be hugged by me?”
“I-I don’t!”
Rakuto is laughing. “Well, thanks for cheer me”
“I didn’t do anything. You don’t have to thank me, idiot”
Cih, you only make me fall for you again, Idiot Rakuto
~~~~~~~~~~
Koi to wa shizuka ni
Hirogatteku hamon
Sono chuushin wa kimi nanda
Kanashimi nante makezu ni
Yume no sora wo miagete!
“Koizumi”
“Why so formal, Rakuto-kun?”
“I’m sorry, but it seems Neiro is jealous to you, so... I can’t go near you or act kind to you like usual me. I hope you understand it. And oh, please be formal to me, don’t call me ‘Rakuto-kun’ like always”
“......”
“Okay, I think you’re understand. Bye, Koizumi”
Seika run to the roof. She’s crying at there.
Well, why i’m crying for? Stupid. You’re aware that.... It’s only one-sided love. Rakuto is your friend, and it’s enough. He said he couldn’t go near you. So, don’t go near him. Forget him, Seika. Forget this feeling!
I have made my commit. I will forget him and this feeling. And i will work hard for chasing my dream! Just you see, Rakuto.
~~~~~~~~~~
Kimi no koto wo omou tabi
Meguriaeta sono guuzen
Jinsei de ikkai no
Kiseki wo shinjiteru
One week....
Seika is sure that she can forget Rakuto and her feeling and Rakuto seems avoid her.
“I miss him”
“What are you talking about, Seika?”said Nira.
“E-eh? No, it’s alright!”
“Hey, you can tell me everything, okay? I don’t want my friend feel upset”
“Thanks Nira, but i’m sure i’m alright”
“Okay, I will go to canteen to buy some breads. You want?”
“No, thanks. I will wait in here”
Rakuto... Why I miss—no! I should hate him! I should... forget about him...
“Good morning, Koizumi”
Ah, this voice.. I miss it so—WHAT THE HELL I’M THINKING
“G-Good morning Ra—Yoshimura”
“Why you look so upset?”
“And you still care about it? Oh come on, you avoid me in this one week and now you pretend that you care about me? Thanks, but i don’t need that”
“Wh—whoa Koizumi, are you mad?”
“Can you just thinking about it, stupid?!” Seika run out from her class.
“Wait! Sei-chan!” Rakuto run to follow her.
Why god? Why I meet him? Why I.... Why I feel this kind of feeling?!
~~~~~~~~~~
Kimi no koto wo omoutabi
Boku wa kami ni kansha shiteru yo
Furimuite kureru no wa
Eien no saki
“Why you follow me?!” They’re at the school’s gate now.
“I just... I don’t want you feel upset of me, Koizumi”said Rakuto.
“Stop it. You don’t have to care—“
“I MUST CARE! I’M YOUR FRIEND!”
“Oh, now you want to kidding me? You have avoid me for one week and now you speak like you’re my friend? Yoshimura-san, it’s too... hurt”
“No, Seika! I... I will speak to Nei-chan. I think she will understand—“
“You don’t have to! I’m not angry with you! I just.. dissapoint with myself”
“Why?”
“I loved you. I liked you. I wanted to become your girlfriend, I really wanted that. But, it’s all in past tense. Now I hate you, and we never come back to become friends again” Tears drop on Seika’s face.
Rakuto freezed. He doesn’t speak anywords anymore.
“Well, it’s all I want to talk to you. Bye, Yoshi... Rakuto-kun”
Bye, my friend.
Seika is crossing the street.
I think i will go home today, i don’t want to study
“Sei-chan! We can! We can back and become friends again! Please! Listen to me!” Rakuto is crossing the street without see around.
There is a truck.
“STUPID RAKUTO! WATCH OUT!”
BRUK!
“Uh—Sei-chan?”
Seika hit by that truck. Blood is everywhere. It’s flowing from her head.
“Seika! Seika! Hang on, I will call an ambulance!”
“You doesn’t have to, stupid. Maybe this... I should pay for”
“What the hell are you thinking now?!”
“Please don’t leave me Rakuto. I don’t want.... to lose you”
“I’m here, Sei-chan”
“Listen to my last word, will you?”
“NO! ambulance will be here soon, you will save. It won’t be your last word!”
“Rakuto.. I don’t hate you. I always love you... I want you to notice my feeling... I’m happy if you’re happy enough with Neiro.... I will always hope to your happiness, Rakuto. And—I’m sorry... please tell goodbye from me to Nira. Goodbye, Rakuto... I love—“
“SEIKA! OPEN YOUR EYES! SEIKA!”
I love you.
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Hi, Seika here!! So, can you leave comment to this story, please? :) or please tell me if there are some (many) grammar mistakes m(_ _)m I’m still learning, okay?
Oh, Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara is belong to AKB48 and Aki-p. Thanks for the beautiful song and lyrics. The italic one is Seika's inner. But the one with japanese language is Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara lyrics :)
Thanks for read and comment!
Seika Koizumi
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