Kamis, 07 November 2013

[Fanfic] SnK - Understand (Spoiler!)

Okay.... So, LONG TIME NO SEE! :) Hiii! Thanks for waiting new post (?)

So, I have realized that in this -broken- english blog, I haven't post any fanfic yet m(_ _)m 

Todaaay, I want to post my Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack of Titan) fanfic. (MY FIRST FANFIC IN HERE)

You don't know SnK? okay, later I will make manga/anime recommendation for it :) (YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT)

but, I have warned you. I'm a Fujoshi :) /plakk

and, because I'm so busy (I'm serious) I will post the spoiler first, okay? :)
I wish I could post the real one later :')

Okay, here:

Understand
Shingeki no Kyojin (SnK) isn't mine, I just own this fic :)

You’re the only one that understand me.
And I don’t want to see you down.
“Heichou” no answer. He is so far now. This isn’t usual heichou.
But I still love him.
That girl is so important to you, heichou.
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“Heichou!” another voice calls you. Yeah, that girl.
“What is it, Petra? I’m busy”
Why do you answer her? Why you didn’t answer me?
“E-eto, this is the invitation for my marriage, so emm… Can you come?”
And why she is so stupid?
Can’t she see the way he looks her?
I will give everything for that.
”Sure. If I’m not busy, I think”
I’m 100% sure, he will come.
“Petra-san, can I come too?”
“Oh, of course! Here’s the invitation!”
And I’m 100% more sure, that what I can do know is stay with him.
Oh my, why I still love him?
“Thanks, Heichou! Now, I want to search for Aurou, bye heichou!”
Can’t you see the way he looks when you call his name?
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“Heichou”
“……”
“Heichou!”
“What is it, Eren?”
“Em…. You haven’t eaten yet, sir”
“I’m not hungry”
Lie.
“You can eat this fried rice, sir”
“Your favorite”
Ah, I’m a little bit happy. Is it a sin?
“Why you didn’t make my favorite food, huh?”
“Because make fried rice is easy”
Suddenly, Rivaille is laughing. Only a little bit.
Heichou’s laugh. Ah, I miss it.
“Hei, Eren?”
“Yes, Heichou?”
“You can call me ‘Rivaille’ if it’s just two of us”
Is it…. A brand new chance for me?
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“I don’t hate you, Heichou”
“Me too”
“Eh? Wha—what I mean is….”
“I understand, stupid. That’s why I said ‘me too’”
Really? Ah, I can express my happiness.
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“AUROU!”
“He-heichou, please….. Petra’s happiness…. Please… you can make her…. happy”
Suddenly, I want to cry. This world—no. this fate is so cruel.
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“You have to choose!”
“This difficult to me, you have to understand!”
“I’m sorry, Eren”
“I’m happy as long as you are, heichou…. I will regret this choice, but I will more regret it if I didn’t choose this choice”
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I love you.
 



Rabu, 07 Agustus 2013

[My own Story] Let it Be



Let it be.
 After school, I got a short text message from my aunt. She said that in this holiday, I could go to Osaka, her place to enjoy my holiday. I’m so excited. Last time I went to Osaka was when I was in Junior high school. Now, I’m in Senior high. I’m running in my way to home. It has been a long time! Maybe Osaka has changed. Think about Osaka makes me smile. I wish I can meet her again.
And now, I’m in the train which goes to Osaka. Oh, my name is Kawahira Sora. I live in Tokyo, Japan. Oh, but I once lived in Osaka, until I was in 6 grade and I lived in my Aunt home. Yeah, my name is a little bit confusing. I’m a BOY. I know! It’s a shame to have a girly name like this! When I was in elementary school, I was bullied because my name. Speaking of my name…. 
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“Why are you crying?”
“I-I-I’m not crying!”
“Yes you are!”
“U-uh who are you? Why are you so care about me? Go away!”
“My name is Houdzuki Merry! You can call me Merry! What’s your name?”
“M-m-my name is Kawahira Sora”
“Sora-kun then!”
“You can laugh”
“Eh?”
“My name. It’s girly right? All of my classmates laughed at my name”
“So, that’s why sora-kun crying?”
“I said, I’m not crying!”
“But—it’s beautiful”
“Eh? What?”
“Your name. It’s beautiful! Sora—sky right? It’s a really beautiful name!”
Sora was stunned. This girl—is weird. He never met a girl like this before. Maybe this girl went to different school.
“Uh—your name is beautiful too” Sora blushed.
“Thanks, Sora-kun!”
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Ah, remembered about that, I miss her. I really miss Merry. I want to meet her. As I remember, after that, Merry and I are bestfriend. We played together until noon, and I often went to her house, or She went to my house. We couldn’t be separated. Merry was a tough child. She never cried—eh? Haha, She ever cried. Yeah, I remember when I was six grade, I think…—
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“Merry, you can cry?!”
“Stupid Sora-kun! Of course I can! I-I- HUAA”
“Me-merry?”
“Why! Why you have to move to Tokyo? Why?! HUAA I HATE YOU HUAA!”
“Me—“
“You will forget me, right?! In Tokyo you will meet new friends and-and—HUAA”
Sora gave Merry a flower. With red face, Sora said “For you”
“A- What for?”
“It’s a promise. I will never forget you. You will never forget me. And I will come here everyholiday. And you will wait for me to come. And we will play again together. It’s a promise, Merry”
“So-so-sora-kun—HUAA! I will miss you”
“U-uh and you promise me. You will never cry like this again, okaay?”
“Alright! Bye, Sora-kun! Remember our promise okay! I will miss you!”
“Bye Merry! Yeah, me too”
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Uh, remembered that, I think merry will get mad to me because for years I’ve never visited Osaka. It’s not like I didn’t want to go to there, it’s just—Well, my aunt opened a new villa. So, her house became a villa. I think she opened it when I was in 3 grade of my Junior high… Maybe? So I haven’t visited Osaka since that. It has been… 2 years, right? Kekeke… I imagine Merry’s angry face.
I arrived at Osaka’s railway station. It brings back memories! I walk to my aunt house. It’s near enough from railway station. Ah, Osaka haven’t changed….. I think. I stop in a branch in front of lake. Take a sit in there, and—ah, I remember something—
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“Sora-kun!”
“Merry?”
“It has been a year! How’s Tokyo?”
“It’s fine—Merry, why you wear your uniform?”
“I want to show off to you!”
“Uh—okay, now let’s go”
“Sora-kun is mean!”
“Eh?”
“You don’t say anything about me? I want your compliment!”
“Me-merry…”
“Huh! I hate you!”
“Merry, you’re so beautiful in that uniform—Okay, is it enough?”
“YOUR FACE IS RED AHAHAHA”
“NO IT ISN’T”
After that, Sora and Merry walked to Sora’s aunt house. But…
“I’m tired! Can I take a sit in here?”
“Merry, but it’s late!”
“Oh come on!”
Sora took a sit too.
“Sora, Do you believe in reincarnation?”
“Reincarnation?”
“Yeah, it is when you reborn!”
“I know it! But—“
“You see, even if I were to die, I would absolutely, positively be reborn and meet you again. When that time comes—we’ll play together!”
“But just don’t die fast, Merry”
“Huh?”
“Because—although you will be reborn and meet me again, it will never be ‘Merry’ again”
“Eh? I don’t understand”
“You’re the one and only Merry. I’ve ever met”
“Sora—“
Sora picked a flower and gave it to Merry. “Listen Merry, it’s a promise. Don’t ever say that again. We will live, peacefuly and happily together. We always play together until we old. We won’t die fast, okay?”
“And Sora, If—If one of us were die first… please.. didn’t forget each other, okay?”
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I walk again to my aunt’s house. I arrive and welcomed by my aunt.
“Sora! It has been long time! I haven’t seen you again after… after—“
“I’m sorry, but—aunt, can I go to meet Merry? I miss her. And I think… I think… she miss me too”
“Okay. Be careful. Oh, you can give her this flower? Say it from aunt” My aunt smiled, and give me a bouquet of flower.
“I will! Thanks aunt!” I ran.
“Sora, you have grown to be a tough man…..”
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Merry was a beautiful girl. Merry was a nice girl. Merry was a tough girl. Merry was my sunshine, my light. Merry has--
“Ah, I arrived. Long time no see, Merry”
“You see, Merry. I come to see you—I miss you”
“Do you miss me Merry?”
 “Merry, I’m sorry. I can’t go to meet you last holiday, and last holiday, other last holiday, other last holiday—“
“Merry, you know? I have thought a lot about you.”
“Merry, this is a flower, from my aunt. Ah! Let’s make a silly promise again!”
“Merry….. you haven’t forgotten about our promise, right? Because I will never break that promise…..”
“I won’t forget you even though many years have passed”
--Passed away. Leave me alone.
“Merry—Merry—Ah, I’m sorry I will cry—I can’t handle it. I miss you, stupid Merry!”
Oh okay, I will tell you this story maybe when I went to a test to go to my high school—
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It was winter. Yeah. Sora went to go my dreamed High School to take a test there. At the moment, there was a message from her aunt that made him ran to railway station and go to Osaka.
“NO! It can’t be!”
Sora hoped it was just only a dream.
Arrived in Osaka, Merry wasn’t there to take him. He ran to Merry’s house. At there… He found Merry.
Merry was so beautiful. With flowers around her body. Merry wore the best dress she ever had.
“Me-me-merry” Sora grabbed her hand.
It was cold.
“NO! MERRY! YOU—YOU CAN’T DO THIS! YOU PROMISED TO ME RIGHT? ME-ME-MERRY—“
“Sora… Let Merry go”
“NO! AUNT, SHE PROMISED TO ME—SHE—SHE—“ Sora cried.
“Here’s a letter from Merry for you, Sora. Read it”
Sora opened the letter from her.
Dear Sora-kun,
Hi! If you read this letter… it means I’ve gone, right? Ahahaha, I imagine your sad face, Sora-kun! It will be fun to watch it! Well, first of all… Sorry.
Sorry for not telling you about it. Sora-kun, I had a disease in my body. And it can’t be cured. Well—I think you know about cancer right? Yes, I had it. I hid it in front of you. Because I don’t want you—think about me so badly :p ahaha—really—I’m sorry.
Sorry for… break our promise.  Sora-kun, last time, when you went to here, when I asked about reincarnation… you remember right? That was when I knew that my live is short. Maybe only 1-2 years again. But you’re my support. I don’t want die. I want always with you… I-i-i-I want—
Second, Thanks. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for being my friend, thank you for make me laugh, thank you for everything. Sora-kun….. Thank you.
Third, but not the least, Goodbye for awhile. I told you, right? I will be reborn. And when it comes, you have to know me okay! I will be reborn and search you. We will meet again.
… And… You know, Sora-kun… I.. I… Love you. More than friend. I love you.
Okay, bye, Sora-kun! Don’t forget to visit me everyholiday, okay? You promised to me!
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Oh well, because remember it, I cry again.
“Merry, you see, know I’m in Senior High school! Look, this is my uniform. I want to make you jealous!”
“Kidding! Ehehe… Merry, because of that accident, I was late to take test to Senior high school.”
“And I had to repeat it again next year.”
“Merry, it’s already  noon. I will take my leave now. Bye, merry. I will come again tomorrow”
“Merry, you see… Why I didn’t come last year? Because… I was still in despair for losing you…. I was afraid to go to Osaka. I’m sorry.”
“And Merry…. I loved you”
The end.
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 Hi! It has been a long time, right? :) it's me, Seikaa! Hi! Well, i haven't written a story again for a months....
So this is it! My come back Story! 'Let it Be'
Anyone have ever known 'Bokura no Let it Be' - Hatsune Miku? No one? uh okay.
This story is based by that song. It's very heart-touching song.
So, that's my inspiration.
Okay, sorry for Broken English, I'm still learning and i hope my english is getting better.  
Oh, Thanks for reading my stories, and i hope you like it.
btw, if you want to check my grammar, you can put it in Comment box, okay? I'm waiting :)
The last I say, Sorry for all my mistakes, HAPPY EID MUBARAK!

Minggu, 27 Januari 2013

[My own story] Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara


Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara
Kimi ga shiawase dakara
Kono jikan ga tsuzuku you ni
“Sei-chan!”
“What’s wrong, Rakuto-kun?”
“I’m going out with Nei-chan!”
“Nei-chan?”
“Akazawa Neiro, 8-9! I’m reallyyyyy happy, Sei!”
“I can see that”
“You’re very cold, Sei-chaan~ your friend is very happy right now haha!”
Seika only can smile. But.... My chest is hurt. What the hell kind of feeling i’m feeling right now?! Envy? Haha. Please Sei, know your place. You’re only his email friend. But.. I can see he really happy right now... Well, I hope you will always like this, kuto-kun.
“Alright. I-I don’t care about it!” crap! What i’m thinking. Why i’m saying things like that? Stupid Seika!
“Well, you must. Because you’re my best friend!” Oh? Since when his smile is so charming like this? He-hey! What i’m thinking?
“U-uh okay, longlast!”
“That’s my bestie!”
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Zutto zutto zutto inotte iru yo
Kaze ni futaretemo
Boku ga sono hana wo mamoru
“Sei, will you go home?”
“Stupid question, Rakuto-kun. OF COURSE I will go home. Do you expect me to stay at school all night?”
“Ehehehe, just joking, Sei-chan! Oh, so I will go home with you today! Nei-chan is having her club activities now, so we can’t go home together”
Seika freezed. You just make me... ARGH! I don’t know this kind of feeling... but... Can you stop to make me fall for you again, and just think that i just have another chance?
“Hello?! Is Seika here??”
“Ah, Sorry. You don’t wait for her, Rakuto-kun?”
“No. She said she can go home by herself”
“O-okay, maybe I should go home with you... I miss this kind of moment, because for 2 days I must go home by myself—I mean, I DON’T miss you!”
“AHAHAHA YOU MISS ME!”
“NO I DON’T!”
“Okay, Okay....” Rakuto patted Seika’s head.
“Let’s go! Chase me!” Rakuto run.
Seika? She still stay at there with a red face. STUPID RAKUTO!
Can I just... keep this feeling forever?
I love you.
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Ai to wa henji wo
Motomenai koe sa
Ippouteki ni okuru mono
Taiyou no shitta waratte
Utae! Odore! Jiyuu ni!
“Why it’s raininggg?! Well, we must stay in this market until the rain stop. Sei, you don’t feel cool, do you?”
“No I don’t”
Silent moment.
“I like you, Rakuto. No, I love you.”Seika whispered to Rakuto. But Rakuto doesn’t hear it because the sound of the rain. Seika smiled a bitter smile. This is how it feel. One-sided love. If Rakuto happy, It’s alright.
A few minutes later....
“Hee! Sei-chan! Look! The sun is there! The rain is stop! Let’s go home! I’m very tired! If I’m sick, you will sad, right?”
“You won’t sick. I mean, Stupid person never sick”
“Oh... Okay”
“.....”
“....”
“SO, YOU SAID THAT I’M A STUPID PERSON?!”
“Ups!” I run.
They’re laughing under the shining sun. They’re friends. They’re only friends.
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Kimi no koto ga suki dakara
Boku wa itsumo koko ni iru yo
Hitogomi ni magirete
Kizukanakute mo ii
“Sei! Look at there! Rakuto and Neiro is very cute couple, right?”said Nira, Seika’s friend.
“Hn. Yes. They’re cute”
“Jezz, Seika, you even don’t look at them! Stop read that book!”
“Hn.”
“Whatever. Oh, Seika! In here is cold.... let’s move inside!”
“No. I want to... stay in this place”
“Huh! Don’t be a stubborn, Seika! Oke. I leave!”
I’m sorry Nir. But only in here i can see Rakuto although he doesn’t notice me.
I love him. I love—
What the hell i’m thinking? Rakuto is happy enough with Neiro.
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Kimi no koto ga suki dakara
Kimi no aeta sono koto dake de
Atatakai kimochi de
Ippai ni naru
“Good morning, Sei-chaann!” Rakuto tap Seika’s back.
“Don’t touch me!”
“There is something wrong with you... What’s wrong?”
“A-ahaha It’s alright, I just lacking of sleep, i guess”
“Nah! Don’t stay awake at late night! You have to sleep!”
“Okay, thanks”
If i get near you, my heart is pounding so damn fast. Am I sick?
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Kimi ga nayanderu toki wa
Tada damatte kiki nagara
“Sei-chan, I want to tell you a story...”
“Well, tell me”
“It’s about Nei-chan...”
I only can hear his story and support him.
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Ame wo yokeru kasa wo katamukeyou
Time to go home. It’s raining. Seika is relieved that she bring her umbrella.
“Nei-chan! Be patient! I will take the umbrella, so we can go home!”
And Seika know, her stupid friend never bring umbrella to school.
“Shit! Why i don’t bring my umbrella?”
“You never bring it, Stupid Rakuto”
“Sei-chan? Oh please, don’t tease me like that. It’s an urgent. I and Nei-chan want to go home but it’s raining and—“
“Shut up and take my umbrella”
“What?”
“Well, I lend my umbrella to you. Back it tommorow, okay”
“But... How about you?”
“I bring 2 umbrella. Then take this and go.” Seika give her umbrella to him.
“Thanks Sei! I will back it tommorow!”
“Don’t forget, okay?”
Then they go. Leave Seika alone.
Well, I hope I don’t have a flu tommorow.
Seika run in the rain without using any umbrella.
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ochiru sono namida
mienai yubi de nugutte…

“Sei... Nei-chan is angry to me”
Seika can see Rakuto is going to cry.
“What’s happen?”
“I don’t know... Sei, what can i do without her?”
“You can cry”
“What? So meanieeee”
“I mean, you can cry right now. You don’t have to be shy, Stupid”
Rakuto hug Seika. Seika blushing.
“WHAT THE HELL YOU’RE THINKING IDIOT?!”
“U-uh, hug you and then cry?”
“Y-you can cry without hug me, right?”
“But i’m afraid someone will see me crying”
“idiot. We’re alone in here, so no one will see you”
“Pfft—your face is red, Sei”
“N-No it isn’t!”
“Do you like to be hugged by me?”
“I-I don’t!”
Rakuto is laughing. “Well, thanks for cheer me”
“I didn’t do anything. You don’t have to thank me, idiot”
Cih, you only make me fall for you again, Idiot Rakuto
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 Koi to wa shizuka ni
Hirogatteku hamon
Sono chuushin wa kimi nanda
Kanashimi nante makezu ni
Yume no sora wo miagete!
“Koizumi”
“Why so formal, Rakuto-kun?”
“I’m sorry, but it seems Neiro is jealous to you, so... I can’t go near you or act kind to you like usual me. I hope you understand it. And oh, please be formal to me, don’t call me ‘Rakuto-kun’ like always”
“......”
“Okay, I think you’re understand. Bye, Koizumi”
Seika run to the roof. She’s crying at there.
Well, why i’m crying for? Stupid. You’re aware that.... It’s only one-sided love. Rakuto is your friend, and it’s enough. He said he couldn’t go near you. So, don’t go near him. Forget him, Seika. Forget this feeling!
I have made my commit. I will forget him and this feeling. And i will work hard for chasing my dream! Just you see, Rakuto.
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Kimi no koto wo omou tabi
Meguriaeta sono guuzen
Jinsei de ikkai no
Kiseki wo shinjiteru
One week.... 
Seika is sure that she can forget Rakuto and her feeling and Rakuto seems avoid her.
“I miss him”
“What are you talking about, Seika?”said Nira.
“E-eh? No, it’s alright!”
“Hey, you can tell me everything, okay? I don’t want my friend feel upset”
“Thanks Nira, but i’m sure i’m alright”
“Okay, I will go to canteen to buy some breads. You want?”
“No, thanks. I will wait in here”
Rakuto... Why I miss—no! I should hate him! I should... forget about him...
“Good morning, Koizumi”
Ah, this voice.. I miss it so—WHAT THE HELL I’M THINKING
“G-Good morning Ra—Yoshimura”
“Why you look so upset?”
“And you still care about it? Oh come on, you avoid me in this one week and now you pretend that you care about me? Thanks, but i don’t need that”
“Wh—whoa Koizumi, are you mad?”
“Can you just thinking about it, stupid?!” Seika run out from her class.
“Wait! Sei-chan!” Rakuto run to follow her.
Why god? Why I meet him? Why I.... Why I feel this kind of feeling?!
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Kimi no koto wo omoutabi
Boku wa kami ni kansha shiteru yo
Furimuite kureru no wa
Eien no saki
“Why you follow me?!” They’re at the school’s gate now.
“I just... I don’t want you feel upset of me, Koizumi”said Rakuto.
“Stop it. You don’t have to care—“
“I MUST CARE! I’M YOUR FRIEND!”
“Oh, now you want to kidding me? You have avoid me for one week and now you speak like you’re my friend? Yoshimura-san, it’s too... hurt”
“No, Seika! I... I will speak to Nei-chan. I think she will understand—“
“You don’t have to! I’m not angry with you! I just.. dissapoint with myself”
“Why?”
“I loved you. I liked you. I wanted to become your girlfriend, I really wanted that. But, it’s all in past tense. Now I hate you, and we never come back to become friends again” Tears drop on Seika’s face.
Rakuto freezed. He doesn’t speak anywords anymore. 
“Well, it’s all I want to talk to you. Bye, Yoshi... Rakuto-kun”
Bye, my friend.
Seika is crossing the street.
I think i will go home today, i don’t want to study
“Sei-chan! We can! We can back and become friends again! Please! Listen to me!” Rakuto is crossing the street without see around.
There is a truck.
“STUPID RAKUTO! WATCH OUT!”
BRUK!
“Uh—Sei-chan?”
Seika hit by that truck. Blood is everywhere. It’s flowing from her head.
“Seika! Seika! Hang on, I will call an ambulance!”
“You doesn’t have to, stupid. Maybe this... I should pay for”
“What the hell are you thinking now?!”
“Please don’t leave me Rakuto. I don’t want.... to lose you”
“I’m here, Sei-chan”
“Listen to my last word, will you?”
“NO! ambulance will be here soon, you will save. It won’t be your last word!”
“Rakuto.. I don’t hate you. I always love you... I want you to notice my feeling... I’m happy if you’re happy enough with Neiro.... I will always hope to your happiness, Rakuto. And—I’m sorry... please tell goodbye from me to Nira. Goodbye, Rakuto... I love—“
“SEIKA! OPEN YOUR EYES! SEIKA!”
I love you.
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Hi, Seika here!! So, can you leave comment to this story, please? :) or please tell me if there are some (many) grammar mistakes m(_ _)m I’m still learning, okay?
Oh, Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara is belong to AKB48 and Aki-p. Thanks for the beautiful song and lyrics. The italic one is Seika's inner. But the one with japanese language is Kimi no Koto ga Suki dakara lyrics :)

Thanks for read and comment!
Seika Koizumi